she's still waiting..

2010-06-19T21:07:00.000-07:00

do you get wad's this? <3
yes.yes.just tilt ur head towards the right almost going horizontally.
and u know it's love ._____.
cute right.ok i kinda slow.
until today thn i found it out myself.
it always seemed like and arrow and three to me.
teehee,mum and cousin went johor ytd while i had my tution.
mum bought me too tops,thanks mum.
and cousin bought me kfc.
haha.spent the rest of the day practically rotting at home aft tution.didn't have my lunch until evening.
yes.latelate lunch.
i know.but im glad caused i finished with my super nice story book.Vampire Academy.
i felt giddy and the house spinning around me though.
i think this is due to the lack of food.hee.
anw,Happy Belated Birthday to Cousin Sister:D
and Happy Father's day to Dad!
haha.sorry huh.havent got the prezzies for both of you.
soon.i think.haha.:D
ltr going on bm library to meet my beloved bestie hsuen chi!
yes,haha.so long since we met.
and that's all .bye.
thanks for the love and support,parents.<3

2010-06-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

heyo,im here once again.had beem working on the datalogging project since 7pm till now which is 11.30pm.but most of the time i had been distracted by tv and net surfing.my f temptation.knowing i cnt do this is wrong and whatever goes on in my mind and i still do it .thn panick.for what.im so stupid.god.please.can my temptation go away.i dont want it.shooooooooooo.i want to finish this freak-me-out project of 2000words required minimum.and i cant seem to.more motivation and determination pls....yeap.that's it.and i'd guess i wont get good grades for the report either cuz i had been literally copying the things in the book let into the computer.more of a copy and paste rather thn diy.or i'd been paraphrasing.i guess i really need someone in my group to help.but obviously,everyone have to write their own report.so i am so alone again :(
ok,im gonna turning in for the night .
buaixz.<3

2010-06-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

harlow.
i actually have got a lot to say about since last time but i keep getting addicted to blog reading fb-ing blahs.haha.err.actually,i went to reread a post on 2008 of mine last time.i realised that happiness is the key to life.the thing that im searching for.not that kind of love-love eee happiness ah.haha,is to be happy.i guess i might have found the answer today.to lower my expectations of everything,including myself.haha,and i also realised i have spent too much time thinking of the past neglected my present and not willing to move on.and aft tt i regeretted for not cherishing my past.haish.i also neglected those around us.sorry.haha.i wil try to move on.i saw a poster.it says:BE STRONG,BE FLEXIBLE,BE OPTISMISTIC.FILL YOUR CUP WITH OPTIMISM.(Y) this.gahhhhhhhh.and i will be a good and guai,mature and strong cause im all alone by myself.i will also learn to understand and communicate with my parents better.i seriously hope i can linger on the com just doing work and not ... other things.
there are also other things that i want to post about.
-TRUE COLOURS.i always think of that song.i see your true colours shining~~~~lalalalallaalla.
yeah,that's wad we see in people in times of crises or as time worn off.
-there are some things that as times go by,it will become heal.but some,no matter how long time has passed,it's still there.haiz.
-my occupation.i might want to become a childcare teacher,a police officer,a crew,hairdresser,counsellor,physcologist,zookeeper haha so manyyyyy.
-GRACIOUSNESS.
-THANKYOU.
-ELDERLY
i will talk about the last three or even elaborate the above nxt time.i promise,i guilty now.online for so long only do work for like less thn half an hour.FAILURE.JIAYOUS HUI LIAN=)

BE STRONG,NOTHING MORE

2010-06-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

this is absurd.who went to c8 a fb acc using my name.
the person must have no life till the extent till the extent dont dare use own name to c8.
nothing better to do isitttttttt.
grrr.i gonna delete my tagbox bye those who spamm to try and advertise.=)so sorry for u=(

boring post

2010-05-25T22:00:00.000-07:00

hihihix100
heehee.not going out todae....
bored.no.cause got my computer.muark,ai si ni,computer.hehe.
aiaiaish,ytd is freeday.
i guess overall ok ba.i have no rights to say anything.
yababayaaa.
sdhsjfk.
hmm.aft tt wen mac.shared meal with mareen cuz the drinking competition make me so full.
haha.nobadnobad,aft tt wen bugis w mareen.buy book thn go home.nothing much.
can u see how boring my life is?
hhaa.but still have to love it and everything .lk this life will be meaningful=)
omg.i m almost betray my idol jerry yan for ethan ruan.cannotcannot.
nogooddddd.zzz.growling.my stomach haha.have to buy lunch for myself=(((
ok i g2g.boringpost,as the title.
oh ya.i always rmb wad i want to say wen not on com.too bad.all the feelings inside my heart internet.byebyeeeeeeeee~=)

2010-05-21T19:08:00.000-07:00

hello.

i just find that it is very hard to mantain a blog lol.

everypost i have to spend some time.

that's why i seldom do my updates.
partly cause im a naturally lazy person ><
ok back to the point im blogging.

to do my updates.

i shall not mention about the merahan olympic as i had forgotten what happened ard.

i shall mention about the trip to changi airport.

which is yesterday!

still fresh in my mind.

aft sch we went opp thn down somemore coffee shop eat.

i ate duck rice others(Mareen,Pei Xuan,Kat Yau )ate oilychicken rice and xin yun ate meatball noodle soup.

Jun Hao joined us.

aft eating we went to take mrt to our escape to changi airport!

hahaha.crapped a lot.

talked and gossiped.

Jun Hao wants to do pole dance on mrt!

hahahahaha.

thn aft 40++ minutes we reached Changi.

went to terminal three thn 2 thn 1 thn 2 thn home.

haha.seeing the aeroplanes make me so happy!
and i also feel lk taking one.
too bad i dont have passport and air tickets.
who can sponser me?haha.jux jk.

thni saw an old granny.i call her my granny.aft tt,i did not realise since when she's gone.so sad.

we went on crapping all the way,went t2 macand the moment we sat dow i ask jh to get his baby sit,haha,no offence ah.. and me and px ate our macflurry.mareen ate her sundae.jh ate his meal.went to the free online pc.aft tt we went around tuting and s**ting,pilipala is the inside jokes.hahaahaa.ok thn went home..went to city hall thn bused home.here are some photos for your eyes.

look at this.so funnyxD

ending off with pei xuan.bye!

updates.

2010-05-17T18:23:00.000-07:00

hello

exams over,

hell why am i not smiling

sometimes i feel that im lucky thn some people so i should be really glad and appreciate,

haish.ok maybe im really tired from everything.hope this june holiday i can recover,

suddenly i think of shuo hao de xin fu ne that song.gosh.haha.

ok stop emo-ing,

more bout HAPPY things to cheer me and you up=)

yesterday,me,Pei Xuan,Mareen,Weili,Faeza,Xin Rong went out with Jun Hao to celebrate his birthday.
He treat us to japanese food which bill was lk $189.90

can you imagine it ?

dunnoe who wasted so many food ordered so much lol.

so bad lei other country to kids starving and we're lk"sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu"

ok,in actual fact i ordered a ramen and milk tea oni
but Jun Hao's nice.he said it's okay.
i dont like what he said that i speak so slowly>:(
im a very sensitive person so i will be very sensitive to what people say=(
but nevertheless we had fun,especially with people like Faeza Wei Li Mareen and Pei Xuan around x)

we eat until so full thn ordered Cookie Monster somemore.haha,then Wei Li sensed a plastic thingy inside his mouth took it out.eww,why like that de?ice cream so dangerous O.O

Monster!!!

(credits to mareen,the photographer=) )

then he said "Monster!"muahahah.

We played with the dunnoe what cream after eating Desserts.add wasabi and other stuff,

then had group photo.
we were very childish.wait,not we is Jun Hao WeiLi Mareen.
Faeza and Xin Rong is playing around with those two guys oni.
cuz they were lk booing each other.
wth,i screamed three times.
you good jun hao and weili.
i will get my revenge.....

muahaha>< just kidding.

i not so evil la.
hee.
thn walked the whole long road up to orchad .went ion and another shopping centre.
so tiring but funny.
aft tt cant find neoprint shop so went to bugis.
took neoprint,buy jun hao present already 6 plus then go home.
overall i had fun la.
and thanks for the memories people=)
and happiness too.

however,i feel that things were very different,last time and now,haiz,

how i hope things will be the same..
but the happiness is not really geuine now.
what happened?
i want my happiness backed=(
hope that one day i can find it back and i would cherish it FOREVER=)
here's some photo for your taste

this is the ice kachang i ate wen i went up with ji rou.it was not like this initially but i eat until like this.nice ma?

from another angle.

this is bio food test:)

a plaster i found at home.so kawaii!

the cake miss kwan bake for us.she's so nice lei.so thoughtful teacher.never met a teacher like her b4..so good to us.i will miss her next term=(

i think my muffin in the first one counting from left,

i was reluctant to eat it.cause so cute,and represents some__

sushi they chose yesterday with my flash xD

clearer pic.

Bill.$189.90!i had never eaten so ex lunch in my life:x

the mess we made><
you can imagine how much food we ordered.

neoprints we took.one was to be paste on everyone's calculator.

Bye!done my job to complete my memory lane=)

gif image=(

2010-03-12T02:49:00.000-08:00

hello:) it's been long since i last blogged.
been quite busy with sch work and stressed up.
today is the beggining of school holiday.that's why i blogged.
hee.i realised that these year i meet the people are quite nice one:)
enjoyed their company
but i dont enjoy homework company:(
hope i can catch up in my march holi.
yingjie mum is bringing us to the elderly people home during the holiday too.
have band camp
quite packed la.
and tution..
haish./second week going to be rubbish picker since i not going for obs.
today got report book.quite satisfied except for my a maths and english.sad.
if i hadn't sleep so late and wake up early,i could had fare better for my a maths and my english really declined .hope i can get better results nxt time for english.as it is a really important subject.yeapps.currently liking the jiu xiang lai zhe ni drama and shi wei ai shang ni!so nice and sweet .and funny!hee.all my stress are gone watching the drama.ok i gtg to take shower.bye:) hopefully i will be able to blog soon.:D

when a girl who's happy turned sad,something's wrong.

2010-01-17T00:43:00.000-08:00

hello.
idk wad to talked bout.
i guess i jux start frm my parents.
quarelled w mum on fri night.idk why i became so short tempered.
but i dont lk the way i talk to her calmly and she increases her tone of speech.
it's lk trying to pick up a fight.
if i remain the same tone,she will raise until v loud.
so i have to raise.
is reasonable right.
and she say im shouting at her.
wth.
why cnt we talk back sometimes aft tolerating long time or tt the fact isn't true.totally unfair.
and i dont lk to be ordered around.the life is bout me.i lead my own life not others.
but still,i know she dotes on me and this is her way of concern.im also wrong somewhere.
but this case is better thn my dad.
u know wad?
he use his head and hit my head.
wth pain la.he crzy lol,because of little things.
of course i hit back and cursed him for doing tt.how can he do tt to his own biological daughter?
i know i shld do tt but im defending myself.i cried while doing tt.i was going crzy.all this time i was pushing myself and trying.i cnt let stress overcome anymore.i have to overcome it.to think tt i was derived from a cheerful kid to a sad kid,i lost my smile but sometimes friends do make me happy and i make myself happy too to little good acts i had done.but i truly wish tt my smile is not a fake plastered smile but a genuine smile.
i want to smile really happily and had nth to worry bout.i know it's impossible.sch activities causing me little time to use the com,i think i had lost my freedom.haish.im preparing to go into cold war w dad.idk for hw long anyway i dont wan to waste time blogging.bye!

2010-01-15T05:06:00.000-08:00

hello.long time since i blog.
since sch reopen had been so busy luh.
stressed.everyday have hw cca also until v late.nt enuf sleep:(
sad la.haiz.i dread everything except weekends.nth to blog bout..tml cca orientation.tired..
can i deserve a better life thn living this no life life?

2010 sounds lk 2zeros =oo 1zero=o so is 000 year:D

2010-01-02T04:08:00.000-08:00

hello:D
wish everybody happy new year!:D
everybody must have had fun right :D
i love this year.
i love how it sounds.
cuz is lk v perfect!:D
yeappies!
looking forward to everything.
well,not so true,
im not looking forward to sch.
haiz.i definitely going to hate homework,hate exams,tests.and stress:(
so sad.
i dont understand why we have to learn so many thing.
lk not important one.
grr. and i havent finish hw.
actually intending go boshi but cnt help doing other stuffs first.
hee.
how i spend my countdown is quite boring and sad,
i spent it as home.
watching tv.
but i enjoyed it:)
actually preparing aft midnight go orchard.
but no bus if we come back.
the we includes hsuenchi:)
hsuenchi came to my hse to sleepover:)
haha first time someone came my hse sleepover.
BREAK RECORD.
somethings happened ytd and somedays ago which caused me crying:(
sadded.
it was my fault :(
i let my mum down..
i was so foolish tt i even thought of suiciding ytd.
i feel lk a burden to them.
i want to GROW UP SOON.so tt i can WORK.
haiz...bought a acne care thingy and mum put it on my com table.
it is staring at me.making me uncomfortable.
the it referring to the lady one the cover!
ytd whole day stayed at home.
today went tution thn eat thn go home.
actually peixuan coming but in the end her mum dont allow.
how sad:(
went to nap,watch tv bath thn now use com.
ok must had BORED whoever is reading this.
haha.2010 is a BRAND NEW YEAR.so BRANDED :D
haha okays i know im lame.one min to 8 now.
somanythings happened in 2009.
thinking of it,some were bad memories and some were happy memories.
throughout what happened,im VERY LUCKY to have friends standing by me:)
i appreciate it very much thanks.
THANKYOU HSUENCHI MAREEN PEIXUAN YINGJIE AND MANY MORE:D
hees.and i also got closer to some friends:Dlooking forward to make new friends nxt yr :]
ok forget all the unhappy memories and welcome the future!hees:D
BYE BYE 2009!
HELLO 2010!~~
weets.:D
some photos to end up the day:D
note: these are not today photos except the acne one.

look at the woman staring at u.-.-"

bye!

boo me.

2009-12-30T05:18:00.000-08:00

hello:) back to blogging.
i feel so rotten today.
im such a failure.
everyyear forgot my dad's birthday.
ytd was my dad's birthday.
i forgotted it.
and shouted at him over little things.
i ignored him and did my own things while he did his.
if it was me,i would be very heart broken.:(
im crying as i write this.oh gosh.
i deserve to be punished w sorrows.
:( :( :( :(
im so unfilial.
bad daughter.
everyyear he would wish me happy birthday,but wad bout me?
i forgotted!come to think bout it i nvr even asked wen was his birthday until recent years.
nvr celebrated once:(
i want to relive again..
anw,i bought a cake for him today.
im so guilt-stricken.:(
ltr surprising him:)
buying him a present on sun.
at least tt's wad the most i can do.
i gave him present every year:)
ok,let's change the sub to lighten the mood.:)
pui leng told me that the world might really end today.
im so scared.
so many things i havent tried.so many words i havent say.the world cnt end!D:
last time,dinosaurs extinct.now humans?aft us?aliens? i feel so eerie of aliens coming to this world:(
noononoono.
i want hug my bear now.
updates so photos ok?:)

lols ok.these are quite recent photos.all these months.:)so cute right snow man candle:) christmas present during present exchange in band:)ok i dont wan talk le.bb!

helo, goodbye.

2009-12-27T04:33:00.000-08:00

hello:D
so long nvr updates,hoho.so sry bt tt.but i guess nobody would be reading too.so it's fine.haha.
hmm.i dont quite rmb clearly wad happened.ok guess i'll jux start wad happened on my birthday.good friends wished me happy birthday on midnight:D hee thanks.the nxt day thr are some people who wished me too:D i appreciatee it.and i went out w yingjie to vivo the nxt day.she gave me a carebear as a birthday present.ty:D i love it v much.and on sat19dec,met up w hsuenchi and yingjie at vivo and had a great time.hsuenchi bought me two softtoys!a pig and a tortise!thanks bestest!u know me the best:D last week went out w peixuan,hsuenchi and yanyie on tues to see jay!nice!!but long w8.and on wed went to study w fharah.but did v little oni.hee.>

2009-12-03T02:34:00.000-08:00

heello:)
im back from shopping.
didn't shop actually.
only bought a bag and walked around w mareen.cuz wen my mother bring me,thn i can buy a lot of things for free cuz she's paying.and we went to the arcade.it was fun:) i saw peifen cheryl and tabitha thr.haha.:)long time no see.ok i g2g changing blogskin maybe.bye!

UPDATES

2009-12-02T04:07:00.001-08:00

hello peeps.
just going to update my blog.
hmm.thurs i forgot what happened,fri also.
sat actually wanted to go the tanjongkatong sec's concert but got lost w puileng.so in the end met trisna and jiahui aft the concert and went to plaza.aft they eat we went to bugis took neoprints.thn need to go off to meet yj cuz 5plus le.sorry to keep her w8ting.apologies!thn we went to search for a job to no avail.she hungry so went kfc.aft tt walked around travelled to orchard.had fun thr too!:) geez.it was lk returning to pri sch period of time.until 10++we went to her hse.i stayed overnight thr.sun also.mon night time thn return to my hse.tues went to search for tution centre w fharah and peixuan.haha it was fun too.today went to tiong first at 11++thn ate.went to buy tickets and travelled to bugis to take neoprints since we still have time.im getting addicted man.<3 how i wish i can have the machine of my own.haha.thn we trained back to tiong and went gv.it was lk freezing cold inside la.my blood frozen.and i cant cough when i feel lk it.phew.it was a nice movie.but is the world really going to end?i dont want todie:((still have so many things haven accomplish.haiz.let's hope not.and pls ctn tagging can.the tagbox is dead:x geez.tml going shopping w some crzy people.bye!

jobjobjob

2009-11-25T02:53:00.000-08:00

hello.some days since i had blogged.:x
updates.
last thurs fri stayed at home.
sat went to yj's relative chalet.
haha.yj mum say i look lk bof jandi.mareen also said before.but i dont think so lols.jandi's so pretty and im lk..haha at least i know myself.thn her ahyi and yizhang say i look lk the penguin father xia lao shi.and third i forgot le.god.i dont think i look lk them,maybe hair style si short tt's why.haha.blas.stayed at her hse for the night as it was v late le.
sun went to meet julie they all @ tiong ard 12++
all thanks to that drag time yj!
comb hair.wash face.this tt.bla.!thn she acc me to tiong.julie asked her along and she agreed aft she whispered sth in her ear.went to mrt to chinatown.went julie hse help take thgs down and got up the van julie hired.reach thr rode bike thn came back rested.dont really rmb.actually i tot it was a suprise birthday party for hwee hoon.thn i was lk whr is hwee hoon.thn they say she 7.30 thn come.i was so looking forward.but it was actually a suprise birthday party for ME!i was shocked!and cried when they sang the birthday song.
thanks julie and some others for organising the party for me!im so touched.i will always rmb this very day.and bff!:) haha.and someone and someone.hor?haha.erhem.funny.opsy.haha
mon band blas so bored.
tue stayed at home slacked.
today band graduation party.i cnt bear the sec 4s to leave esp clarinet section seniors.went on holding my tears without bursting,all i want to say is:thankyou seniors for teaching us through our sec1 and 2 years.u all had been a great help although u alw got upset by us.i will rmb the times we had tgt.thanks!i love you!haha.blushes*
and aft tt went home with julie they all.went koi!my fav milktea.hahas.thn now at home using com.and i want find a job!a easy and can earn money and safe one.ok.nth more to say le
i miss hsuenchi!
haha bestest!
buhbyes~

if someone sang that song,i'll might be

2009-11-19T18:44:00.000-08:00

hello.itchy fingers asked me to typed:)heehee.
updates.
wed band till 5.went home w julie,hengli.
stop at outram bought some hk snacks and milktee from koi +teenage mag.
julie reccomended me to borrowed some books on horoscopes love stories at library.nice but long.
decided to use it as my book review hw.
thurs.19th nov!
hsuen chi left.i was using com playing games and left my phone in my room.
too late.she left.and i spammed her a lot of msg-es thn she spammed me.
wondered if she could get to read it.
hope she's doing fine and enjoying in taiwan.
safe journey for her.
i cried.i failed as a friend to sms early when she is leaving for three weeks.
she said she was disappointed but also ask me to take care.
ahh.sorry bestie.
ytd i was so emotional.
everything made me felt like crying.
but i held back my tears.
haiz.around 3.15 met julie at taxi stand and cabbed to tiong with her mum and sis.
went to _____ cnt say.(secret!)
at tiong i ate and ate .
first,bought durian pancake.
second.sushi.
third ice cream.
haha not much.but within a short time.
thn went home used com,watched tv,dinner tt's for the day.
today,dunnoe whether will be going out or not.want submit the popular member registration form.
and im so in love w leeminho!
he sang kkotboda namja-qingfeideyi in korean.
i love tt song and the way he sing.
haha.if he sang to me i might faint.but is impossible.
the song is v touching.i might cry haha.
blabla.off to play gem blitz.byeeeeeee!
and ,tagg more pls!ty!

TAKE A GOOD LOOK AROUND YOU,YOU'LL REALISE SOMETHING SPECIAL:D

2009-11-17T02:16:00.000-08:00

hello.im so boredD:
shall do a little updating to keep my blog alive~
okay..hmm.sat was supposed to go out but didn't in the end.so stayed at home eat noodles and watched taohua xiaomei.so nice!^^ yuyi so pitiful bullied by brothers and sister.haha.sun morning stayed at home watched bruce lee show.i admire his spirit.:)he's so good to others though they treated him badly.hmm.i shld learn from him.haha.jux realised i sounded a bit too harsh on previous post.shall not do that anymore.haha.:) okay..aft tt went to bath thn eat beehoon my cousin cooked .thn went to esplanade with julie,hengli,their friend by taxi.havent return the taxi fare to julie.opps.:x thn when we went thr still early.so went to mrt station to meet ppl.walk to esplande again,saw adelle and sat w them.thn ____ made my feelings all rushed back and fear started to overwhelm me but luckily i was strong.stay strong huilian!jiayou.i can do it de!:)and concert start le sit at the second row w puileng and trisna .we were the oni band members who sit so infront.haha.quite nice.ms lim got perform.thn finish le went home straight.on the way home bought chocolate chips bread icecream!!mmmmmmm.yummy!and thn went to buy tapioca cakes,(i think it is called this)went home used com ate slept.monday,band.lols.i miss sec 4 batch:( how i wish they can come back soon and help us .they have more experience in conducting too.lunch ate w puileng trisna adelle jiahui at mac.bused back.miss lim made us do our scales up and down and low tones while stand at the end of the band room and railings and i standed at the door too:( we must blow to the loudest and i was v tired.before tt i already gfelt out of breadth headache.band life is v xin ku one.:(but able to perform for others is my happiness and i have a man zu gan feeling:) nxt yr we going japan!so looking forward to it.it'll be better if i went w family and friends lol.aft band went to yj hse to get my clothes but aft tt her mum asked me to stay cuz lk v troublesome for me to come all the way thr and go back.so stayed.haha.her lil bro like me eh:) thn watched tv till late night.went to sleep.and today,woke up at 9.30am cuz was supposed to meet mareen at 11am.but extended it to 11.20.was late still.im sorry!thn saw my results.get appeal form and book list and went to bugis w mareen jiaen eugena xueqi fharah kylie urenda and chermaine.took neoprints w eugena fharah jia en and mareen.haha.the last machine suckssssssssss.dont use tt,i advise you:) thn went to bought bearded papa and chewy junior bread.delicious!walked to library and play thr.went home aft tt.haha.i want go out soon
!so bored at home!OK.thn online till now going bath soon cuz raining soon..bye!and ris low isn't tt bad aft all.:) go search you tube and you'll know .byeeeee lalallaa~

LOVE OR HATE

2009-11-13T19:10:00.000-08:00

hello:)
and im BACK!to posting.haha.these few days stayed at yingjie hse except for ytd.12th nov we went shopping!haha,bought three tees and a long necklace which i love so much!but mum says i dunnoe how to buy shirts as two out of the three tees are too big for me:( sadded.and i think im going to work soon in dec!haha!so happy.cuz got $$$.now my eyes are craving for it and im imagining me with friends on shopping spree.haha.full of big bags and small bags.lols,but hsuenchi say i look so young like pri sch kid thn they might wont hire me cuz they scared i cnt handle:( hope they wont use my biased opinion to judge me.alrights,thn ytd got band yj mum send me to sch in th morning,thanks gan ma.:) and went to band blabla practise a lot.thn near my eye tt part pain cuz yj accidentally hit it with her fone.so keep rubbing.thn went we were returning from ava room to music room saw birds flying like they had gone bonkers outside the sch while it was raining spooky sight and ytd was also FRIDAY THE 13TH.did you realised it?yeah finish band went to find husen chi cuz she gave me a SUPRISE by coming near my hse thr.haha:D i love her la.so happy!went to my hse thn we chatted watch tv crapped and laugh a lot!thanks bestest!and my dad send her home aft tt.gonna miss her lk hell cuz she will me going taiwan on 19th nov,thurs.aww.three weeks!i will be bored to death man!nobody to long time sms..haizx.thn today going yj ah yi stay de hotel ltr at 6+cuz yj having flag day.alrights.shall not blog much le.and i stand it thr is this indian guy who works as a cleaner of the hdb at my hse thr and sweeps every morning and keep peeking into my hse and see wad im doing by pretending to sweep outside my hse.oh, i think he's coming.im scared:( help!!!
byee.

dont push your luck around just because i didn't say anything when you did mean things to me
i especially hate it when people use me just because they are bored and need a company,please treat me as what you want me to treat you,you wont like the feeling of being used do you?

BETTER STOP WADCHA DOIN' D:

2009-11-10T03:54:00.000-08:00

hello sweeties:D im backed.gonna updating bout wad happened these few days kays.and hurrays.blogger's finally back to normal again.:Dok,here i go:)
5th nov
stayed at home and rested,slacked.how i slacked-used com,watch tv and smsed.my tortoise wad in a state of shocked aft a pot accidentally hit her shell the night before.thn i nid to walk her out of trauma.thn i bathed her she's ok now.i tried playing soft music too-xueqi's advice.haha.and also thanks to peixuan and xueqi's prayer.
6th nov
band.aft tt went to bmc to look for my two sweeties-hsuenchi and yingjie ,as arranged to meet for dinner.i ate char kway teow.thn aft tt slacked at the hawker centre exploring yj's fone and watching tv.her fone is cool.have warp and can make the person look funny.aft tt asked them if they can come my hse cuz was in happy and high mood.they can so we took 851 to my hse there.on the way hsuen chi and i took turns to tell ghosts story quite funny la.cuz lk were making the atmosphere effects.thn on th bus a man suddenly sneeze very loud we tio cua.haha.thn went my hse watch tv i went bath and took photos cuz time was short.thn bout 11plus yj mum came and drove thn home and i use com.
7th nov
used com for 6hrs.thn shut down at ard 4plus cuz was supposed to meet yj at five plus.reach her hse watch tuan yuan fan.aft tt went to catch a movie-'this is it' haha. it was nice and there were tears in my eyes too.only tt it doesnt roll down.sth i also quite missed mj.how i wished i had came to know him earlier.too bad i only came to know him aft he died.i tot b4 he had ard died.lols,im so country pumpkin right.noob.:/ he is quite a humble and kind person.i felt sad tt the world got to lose a unique talent.great loss.aft tt we went to cd shop.yj suddenly think of want to watch horror movie .i was lk not so keen but said"ok lor".called her stepfather to come and pay and we choosed 'apartment 1303'.cuz i heard eugena said was scary.turn out to be not scary all all to me.what happened to me huh?am i starting to turn brave or mature or wad?someone tell me pls.ty.thn at night sleepover at her hse and we chatted.
8th nov
had flu.yj went to visit her daddy cuz he was admitted to hospital till aftnoon.as for me,i stayed at her hse played w the kids.i might be 14,but im young at heart ok.:D and is tt kind of v young until u will feel im irritating sth if u know me well enuf.we went to her popo hse,played w her small bro jin zhi.so cute.haha.he keep passing me toys.and watch the 'shan cun lao shi' horror show.but i not scared la.dunnoe why.thn yj came back we went to her relative's chalet until night.we also went to the beach there and play.saw a small white crab and tried buliding sandcastles but failed.i picked seashells and yj found a really unique seashells and gave it to me:Dand went to watch aeroplane at changi beach and went home.
9th nov
band.aft band went to find yj cuz my bag at her hse.she acc me to eat and walk walk.thn raining.we used my jacket and shelter to her hse.got drenched though.cuz the rain can pass through the jacket and my shoes also got wet.went to her hse watch tv thn ___ happened.shall not elaborate as these words are better if unspokened.thn hsuen chi came.we chatted watch tv ate dinner went to tiong to buy ghosts show.bought 13 and xia si ni.the show 13 was not quite horror. is only special story and unlucky one.thn hsuen chi and i sleep over ,
today
stayed at yj hse watch hai jiao qi hao.haha,was helping yj to practice her drama speech.got one is the person must keep saying jimmy ,thn her little bro laugh.so cute!haha love him:)adorable child.and me and hsuen chi went home at ard 1 cuz she had to go home and yj got drama.thn got home bathed eat use com watch tv used com and watch tv.haha.ok.bye!tml band..
posting some pics.enjoy!^^ :]

this is her lil sis

haha this is a photo of her lil bro.

both of them are so adorable.how i wish my child nxt time will also be so adorable too.haha.ok i shall stop crapping.real sayonara!^^

long time no post.

2009-11-04T19:28:00.000-08:00

hello.:D
gonna update about what happened during the nov.
there was a lot of slacking at home and we also went to rick's halloween party.wth he made me wear a pumpkin dress!i must had looked stupid.:xand one outing w friends to ride bike.
fun ! i love riding bike:D hsuen chi had gone to camp and im so lonelyD: peixuan is going to taiwan tml!omg.i miss them!i want this week to be over!ohya.there is also choosing of sub combi.i put my 1st choice as history but idk whether this is a right choice as geo is more useful in the future.give me some opinions on which to choose pls.so tt i can appeal:D band's starting.ytd we played some games.first one is nid to tie the balloons on our leg and try to burst other ppl's.so scary eh!and second one is pass the message .but someone changed the msg so all of us cnt get the correct one except for 1time.hahas.third one is the pass the parcel and the ppl who get the parcel wen the music stops must forfeit.ok shall not elaborate.bye!off to gem blitz!

HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!:D

2009-10-22T19:25:00.000-07:00

hello:D
ytd went out w mareen.haha.fun and scary.fun cuz we went to places far away.we went to imm.it was quite empty,not lk wad it was last time.thn until 5 plus,decided to went orchard.we actually got lost there!it's lk a maze,small people with giant buildings.haha.we ask a lot of people for directions but was not accurate.saw teenage mag so bought it:D our legs were going to break lol.thn we went to far east plaza.thn went home at 8+.
i slept at 11.30 i guess and woke up at 10.10.haha.how nice it is to sleep lk a log everyday. mum fried the shun kueh.so oily lol!can feel the oil in my mouth.yuck!!!!!and now im sitting in front of the com posting.the first thg i would do wen i wake up during the holidays is com!hahas.addicted<333333. ok,shall nt waste time here.byeeee!

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!

2009-10-20T23:45:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooooooooooo:)
guess whatttttttttttttt?
im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AT LAST!FROM THE EVIL CLAWS OF EXAM!
haha so long till nxt yr:D
baiiiiiiiii!
lols.haha.i guess im too agitated?
cuz tml and fri no sch.
muahaha.so happy.
but worried for my results.
anw,i'd did my v best.and now,there's no point crying over spilt milk.even if i know tt im gonna score badly.i just have to try harder nxt time.right?:)
jiayoujiaoyoujiayou!
hahas.lols,shall talk about today.
had my last paper-chinese.
i think i wont get good results.
so diffi lei..
thn aft tt went to bugis with mareen,peixuan,fharah:D
haha,reached there,went long johns toeat breakfast.thn went to bugis street walk walk.still v early.so we walk around see see,thn go opp to take neoprints.:D
haha, so funny experience.we all keep screaming lk see something scary?bunch of crazy and retarded.haha.the pics were so small.but we're going again sometime.
thn we went eat icecream and bugis street again.thn want go home,cuz raining getting heavier.do you think god is making a fool of us?cuz when i reach home,the rain stop.
wth..:( rare chance.nvm,cuz all of us also tired.but i still v hyper.haha.ltr yingjie might come my hse!:D hoohoo~she say she love coming.haha.make me happy.yeah tt's all.ohya.want to view the pictures we'd taken?haha.i will lock my blog.cuz they won allow me to post it publicly.so ya........XD too bad for you.muahaha.

STRESS

2009-10-15T21:46:00.000-07:00

hello.
i finally understood wad is real stress,although always say stress .
but real stress will make you lose u appetite and feel lk vomiting.
you feel lk crying always.and maybe keep going to the toilet.
it is weird.ur heart feel pain and when you breathe.but nvm,i got three days to practice.and to me,is jux maths.chinese is ok.i guess when i practice more i can get it.cuz i cnt get the ans,and keep doing,more stress,less confident.yay,tml tution.thn i can understand.haish.i felt tt i'd changed.last time,during exam,im not lk tt.although i cnt sleep well,haish,i landed in this plight because of someone.i wont say who because is very hurting.aft exam i will play until siao:p so looking forward to it.and i love tt 9pm show.the olympic is so cute!i wan to go night safari with mareen and yingje and hsuenchi!and i wan to see himmmmmmmmmmmmm!gosh i jux saw a spider on my sofa.so scary.last time got one crawl on my leg.gross.i hate insects.ok,im jux being lame here.this post is quite boring i know.a lot of wordings.but aft exam i might post some pics when i go out with friends:D (!)i really hope i can pass all subject and get promoted.hope i will still be in the same class as 2E.haha.aft all it had been two years and i'd gotten used to being with the same teachers and friends.i look forward to the future though,when i grow up.i wonder what will i be..hha.crapping too much.shall stop talking.bye,readers:D

HELLO!im back;)

2009-10-11T19:52:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLO!
haha im back:)
had been busy revising these few weeks.
nth much actually.upload some random pics:D
today lit test.i hope i will get a pass at least.and mrs tan nice for cutting down the pratical test marks to 25:D thanks,if not i would had failed.today an embarrassing incident happen to mee.lol.>< i was walking up the stairs looking at dunnoe wad or thinking some thgs i think,thn i tripped.so clumsy of me..and oh,im so going ti fail maths,i think.and tml sci im still so relax sitting here using the com.:plast week went to yingjie mum's condo and celebrate mooncake festival:Dmet her thr and we chatted about our life.so fun:D the cabury eyebrows.___.
shall not talk le.let the pictures do the talking:D

2009-09-10T22:29:00.000-07:00

hello.i feel lk crying!i havent revise a single thg this week!
so busy and slacking.
i hate myself for having this attitude..
hope i can pass my exams and dont go to normal!
pls....god..help me:((
and i dont want to fall sick!
stress!yet attitude towards study is wrong.
no schedule planning.
how?
help me!

2009-09-07T22:01:00.000-07:00

me and hsuen chi took so pics.gonna upload it.plus last time the earth week stuff.

hihihi!
how's holi?
mine practically sucks.
it's tues and i havent start revisingor fiinishing any hw.
but today i will!
omg my thumbdrive is lost:(
i wonder if i actually borrow it to someone for project or wad.
if have,pls return to me kay?
thankyou.
ytd i went to pasir ris to collect my prize with the accompany of hsuen chi.
haha.was quite fun actually.
now im starting to get curious about makeup.
lols.dunnoe why.haha.
jux feel lk so nice.but will damage skin:(
nail polishing also.
i polished my finger nails lk dark pink?
lol erased some on some fingers cuz tml band..
is so nice lol.
i wan faster grow up haha.
ok.nth to say le.bye..

STRESSED AND TIRED D:

2009-09-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

hello readers.
:( im stress and tired.
wed thurs fri band until so late.not enough time do finish hw.and revise.thn flunk my maths paper..but im glad im going to miss huang's class:D hope i can score better:D haiz..nth to blog about lei..siansiansian!!!hope this one week holiday can let me be energetic and revise more and score well in eoy!jiayou hui lian and everyone else:D
byebye!
tml clap!
claps*haha.do come support us if you're free:D
thankyou .

greatest moment.

2009-08-31T00:21:00.000-07:00

hello readers:D
101 posts.
feel very sad today.
have been asking myself a question for a very long time,
am i really that detestable?
i think im very detestable.
cuz people look and me and dont want to talk to me.
i tried to say hi and smile at people but some wont return me the same thing.
although some people i know and they know me,
they pretended they nvr see me and walk away.
am i very anti-social?
sometimes i find people ignoring me when i ask them questions.
and sometimes i also feel very left out..
for example,
we go out in a group,
i find myself being the most left out sometimes.
and i find myself stupid to be bullied and used by people once and once again.
why can't i stand for my own right?
why do they keep using me to fufil their motives?
maybe it is because i always alone at home..
that makes me anti-social and don't feel like speaking.
i don't think anyone can understand that loneliness feeling.
i hope things can change for the better,or maybe i can change.
i don't like things the way they are now.
i hope that i can be more likeable.and not always be left out.
i hope people will return my smile and do not treat me as invisible..
please,i am a human and i have feelings too.
do not hurt me and think that i am okay with it.
today is a rotten day.
always,i hope tommorow will be better than today.
and still,i hope so.

today performance,thn go back pri sch.nothing much.bye.

NUS BP MENTORING

2009-08-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

Hello people.
i know this sounds ridiculous but i still want to say.
im eating spaghetti packed from nus bp mentoring!
it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yummy!
hahas.i want to learn how to make real tomato sauce!
more healthier.
dont be jealous for not being to be able to eat the spaghetti;D
hahas.
morning went to sch meet fharah,who is already waiting for me at the bus stop,thn went to foryer.
we car-ed on mdm hannah's car.
haha,heard some nice songs.
her car got a lot of toys lei.
hahas.one of them is a yang mehmeh.
thn i say look lk lee minho (p.s. Xueqi,dont kill me)
hahas,cuz of the curly fur.
aft i see mdm hannah's car i feel tempted to buy a car when i grow up nxt time.
hahas,so cool.
thn reach le watch mr bean,listen to speech,thn give certs,clap,take photos.
freezing cold lol.
thn went outside,as fharah is fasting,i accompany her to fast.
hahas:D
mdm hannah drove me and fharah to clementi shopping centre.
actually not really a shopping centre.
on the way we saw a sch written in chinese.
thn mdm hannah call me translate.
as the letters were like written lk olden days handwriting i not sure what is it.
so i said"nan yang sec sch"
"nono,nan hua sec sch"
"eh?gao hua sec sch"
hahas.>< mdm hannah say want tell mrs lim.
omg!pls dont.hahas.thn fharah ask"what is a high sch?"
mdm hannah"secondary school"
me"why bukit merah is not call bukit merah high sch"
hahas,thn mdm hannah say maybe for some political reasons.
thn i say "our sch called lengkok bahru high school?"
sounds so wrong!
hahas.we are the lengkok-bahru rians.
bahru hans?
hahas so awful..
thn aft tt me and fharah go book stall buy stationary and bus-ed home.
im still aimless about what i going to do nxt...
nvm.enough of craps.bye!(:

although there is so many people around,the feel of loneliness is still in my heart):

2009-08-28T04:51:00.000-07:00

hello:D
back to blogging.
was really busy this weeks.
that is why.
juggling with homework tests homework tests.
haish.
today had pe.it was fun(:hahas,funny actually.
we keep forming human chains and passing the ball around .
lk cheating lol.
but its not.
and on monday,
i'm gonna be on stage to perform for teacher's day!
omg.stage fright):
haish.home everything will turn out alright.
and i wont forget my steps!!!
today,aft sch,went to opp sch coffee shop and have lunch with mareen and peixuan(:
thn went for aep.
so sad the trainer leaving le.
although he scold us,
he is still a v good trainer.
hahas.hope we will do him proud.
and the shaolin monks are also coming down to watch our performance.
so scary.
and hundreds of people will be looking at us):
haish nxt week band performance.
hope i will be able to play all my pieces.
and exams is coming in a month's time!!!
scaredscared.
flunk my maths paper btw.
totally expected.
tml going for vp mentoring,
hope i will get a female tutor.
and most importantly understand what she is talking,hopefully.
ok.shall stop crapping.
good luck people,for mon !

seriously hope i graduate soon!
dont wan to have cca,for some particular reasons..
2 years,please fast forward!
himhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimmmmmmmmmm!

2009-08-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

Hello:D
im sooooooo TIRED now.
today had sci presentation.
gawd,i think i didn't did well,seriously.
i was so disappointed of myself that i cried..
can you imagine how embarrassing was that?
i hope nobody saw it.
i seldom cry in sch.
one of the rare days..
thn had home econs.
was listening songs with peixuan:)
thn lunch peixuan and mareen tried my mum's egg bread .
they said it's nice!
haha(:
i also tried mareen's and jiaen's shepherd pie.
delicious i tell you!
thn cca..
so long almost fell asleep.
and i have to pay double the band fund cuz that time they announce so soft idk.
wth..waste my parents hard-earned money.
i feel so guilty.
somemore is also not we owe them de.
still pay double..
and i almost had no money to eat cuz idk muz bring money..
thn went home,eat,bathed,did lit project.planning to do home econs now:)
ok.tt's all for today.bye!

2009-08-16T06:26:00.000-07:00

helloo.
had not been blogging for sometime as i was busy and lazy too.><
so gonna update wad's going on in my life
hahas.every week same.
sch wushu ccaccacca...................
band is praticing to prepare for the performance at ToaPayoh HDB Hub.
come and support us if your free:D
zzz.life's getting boring.haish.it's likee aft national day everything went to gloomy.
This is the part i hate my life.Everyday study hw tests..
Streaming this year must work hard.
i hate studying!!!!!!!
but i know it's for my own good my future..
wadever.
but without going to sch like holi,whole day stay at home sth.
thn is like my head will pain.
sleep too much.
but study ltr i so tired...
haiyooooo.
thn this sat a bit diff.
went for cip at bm library.
was fun and boring at times.
hahas.maybe i can be a librarian?
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa._______________________.
thn hsuen chi ask me want watch whr got ghosts.
so finish le chiong to 7-eleven buy double cookie and bused to tiong.
thn w8-ted for hsuen chi.
thn she buy tickets me buy popcorn and went in cuz 7pm start already.
the movie was nice :D
haha scary and funny like the name "sia dao siao"
haha i write hanyu pinyin like scared until crazy.but is scared until laugh.hahas.
lols.thn aft tt went to kfc eat and go home.cuz late le.thn i missed my bof in front part!!!
ltr catching at youtube._.
i want my hair to grow longer!!!
very regret tt time cut.lols.so waste..:(
tml sch again boring..
and already one month nvr tution if i nxt week cancel.
i think cher is angry cuz she nvr reply me..i feel so bad..:(
hopeeee my week gets better.
and results too.
i flunked my history paper and when recieve tt time i heard people shocked gaspings;D
almost cried.i can pass but its my biggest careless mistake!
haish dont talk bout it le.
g2g le bye!:)

your friend,
hui lian

NDP performance in BMSS rocks!

2009-08-07T03:32:00.000-07:00

hello!
today had band performance in sch.
so nervous lei!
luckily stomach nvr pain!
^^hahas,
is cool.
people clapped for us.
but i dont think i did well!
cuz when they crab walk stop tt time i still walk.
im such a !@#%^&
sorry!
but i manage to do the popper right!
hahas,at least.___.
aft tt went to eat kfc with peixuan mareen and eugena,thn go my hse.
use com search a lot of thgs.
thn they went home at around 2++?so early
guai.__.
hahas,i use com until now lol.
god,mom's ignoring me.cuz i make her angry.but for little thgs only.
she ignore me today:(:(:(
haish.
byebye.

SECOND CHANCE

2009-08-01T02:18:00.000-07:00

Hello,
im just going to say about second chance.
people make mistakes,
whether small or big
if they are sincerely trying to change,
will you give them are second chance?
they might regret what they done,
i think they deserve a second chance,
just because they made a mistake,
it is not equals to you can judge them for it
it is unfair to them,
you may say a leopard never changes its spots,
but they do deserve a second chance,
we should give them some time,
start afresh and they will prove it to us,
and we can re-judge them again.
so,
please give the people around you a SECOND CHANCE.
They will appreciate it.
Thankyou,
so boring stay at home.zzz.yawns**
i feel lk eating fried chicken and fries!!!
byee..

2009-07-30T20:21:00.000-07:00

hello!
wondering why im online at this point of time?
well,it is because i have 2days mc.
and mrs tan wants me to go home.
so sad:( i already recovered!
well..have cough la.and the chers were afraid i might spread to ppl.
im so worried of my hw and tests la.
tests some thg wen i mc tt time i nvr learn.
how?
can somebody pls teach me???
plsplspls..
god bless you,
and formation too.
i wan to take part
can i?
if not all my scores gone and my efforts also wasted..
pray hard i no cough
!!!
ok,random,bye bye!

High high high!

2009-07-25T21:59:00.001-07:00

woohoohoo!
hihihi!
highhighhigh~
feeling so high and dunnoe why..
why why why?
am i so high?
because the sky is so high.
hahas,im so crzy.
lols,updating these few days wad sth interesting did i do.
basically went to bugis with mareen and peixuan on wed,soooo funn!!!!
hahas,love them both man!(p.s.im not a les-.-)
bought identical clothes but diff colour with mareen and a belt!
hahas,actually was planning to wear for julie b day party but decided not aft tt.
thn thurs band.love formation,although i dont love the long hours of practising and hot sun..
fri also practise.
thn sat is julie's early bday party celebration!
woke up at 7am to prepare myself.thn went to her hse as a helper and went to carry all the thgs to the bus and set off.
reached there,blowed balloon,played,slacked,prepared everythg.
finally about 1-2sth,some people started arriving.
didn't helped much though,cuz v little people come so not so busy.
aft long while mareen came!
we chatted sang songs,played games,took group photos..blablabla.
thn finally packed up and went to julie hse for the suprise bday party celebration again!
prepared suprises for her but it was too late so we didn't get to do much thgs.
aft prepared finish some went home and aft i ate finish i also went home,thn went home watched tv a while,when it's commercial time,went to room and lie awhile lest did i expected i was so tired i fell alsleep till morning!
my beloved boys over flowers i missed it!
i guess i'd got to catch it at youtube .
ok,nth much le.bye!

I HATE HOMEWORK!

2009-07-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

hello guys,i'd been lazy updating my blog.
firstly my phone is officially spoilt,really hate that it is spoilt
i always lived with this phone,i now so despo for songs lols.
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!@@#$%^&&!!@@#$%^
i think have to w8 till december thn sign contract.
by thn have voucher so more worth it.
but considering maybe changing starhub to m1.
i think m1 is better for students ,
lols.
but i dont think i will be using.
see first ba.
and now i still got a lot of hw.
got eng summary,bookmark and maths.
haiz.
this week maths week got quiz i oni scored 40%
tt's because i tikamtikam do one ma.
hahahas.pro me.
and yes.
i love xueqi's blog skin
bof skin!omfg!!!!
hahahas
lols.zzz.havent bath lols.
i wan new fone yesyes!!!
soooon!
haiz.why dont i dare to look him in the eyes..
today my bestie pei xuan nvr come.
miss her can .hahas.she sent me a touching msg tt made me cry,she called me to eat faster haha:)
ok.i have limited time.still nid to get to serious work.
lalala~goodbye readers(:

2009-07-09T04:28:00.000-07:00

heyo peeps:D
been blog hopping evrywhr:E
so tired luh,havent bath.
and my dinner is that pathetic kfc tt is in my stomach ,probably had been digested.
okay,let's talk about today.
saw him him him!
so cute!:p
hahas.going gaga over him-.-
no mood now luh.
but had been days i nvr see him.so was happy la!^^
wee.~tweets,today no hw tt nid to be passed up by tml!
happy.................!
how i wish evryday sch starts ltr.
so tt i can get my beauty sleep.
hahaa.today sci lesson do the mirror thgy.
got one part so cool la.love mirror<3
aft sch stay back with mareen till 5plus thn me she and xueqi went home.
okok,v lazy tom blog le.and mareen's msn-ing me,
soo ya.
BYE FOR GOOD!

PARTY TIME!

2009-07-03T08:38:00.000-07:00

heyoha!
gotcha!:P
hi peeps:D
long time no me talk huh.
hahas.this week sch reopening had been a busy and tiring week for me.
everyday loaded with hw and little time to sleep.
the best part of this week was project work at my hse and shuhui's housewarming party was nice too(:enjoyed myself(:
hahahas,so instead of me talking grandmother grandfather story,let the picture do some talking yea?:Dwill post it some other time.cause there is a problem with uploading.okays.hahas,my eye so tired,
kays goodnight:D sleep tight,sweet dreams!(:

2009-06-22T19:40:00.000-07:00

this is oni the 88th post x_x
since last week,i had not been blogging till now/
same old thg,busy doing hw,slacking.and band-ing.
sun is father day hor,i treated my family to eat.and thn went suntec walkwalk aft tt,bought thgs and went home.tml band camp le,ahh,shootit.i so tired.cuz i today purposely woke up at 9plus to prepare to go to sch to get score.i wake up le thn cancel.thnn i wake up for nth eh..sacrifice my sleep lei!!!!@#$^&*(/.so moody now cuz v tired and got flu.dont mind me,please.anw,this stupidddddddd weather had been making me sweat lk wad bloody stinking hell human.-.-i hate it!hope the weather turns well soooooooooonnnn.seeya!

COURAGE

2009-06-16T20:58:00.000-07:00

hello.
it had been a few days since i post.
been really down these few days.
but,everything is gonna be ok right?(:
hope so(!)
courage will overcome everything!
ok..let's talk about wad happen this few days.
on mon,yingjie came to my hse,aft tt i went for tution,she stayed at my parents'working plc.thn aft tt im done,we went home.
on tue,this is a really rare day!yingjie's free so we all arranged to watch a movie tgt.:D unfortunately,shiying couldn't join us.moreover,it was full house:O first time like that!and first time i sat on the 1strow and watched a movie!my head vvvvvvvvvvvvvv uncomfortable having to raise it up for 101 mins:(
aft movie met shiying!thn we went to walkwalk.thn went kfc,shiying have to go:(
hope we can do this gathering nxt time more often!
thn we went to skypark.aft tt walkwalk again,yingjie bought presents for her friends.
thn her mum drove us back to my hse,and hsuen chi was droved back to her hse,as her mum did not allow her to come.
as for today,i think i gonna play com,practise clarinet,and do project.
time is seriously tight!i still dunnoe how to play the pieces!!!
gonna post some pics:D

HUI LIAN IS FADING))):

2009-06-14T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hellos(:
Never blogged these days,cause was busy.
doing hw,slacking.
LIFE IS BORING,INDEED .
im still in a confuse whether to quit.
i guess not.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
good luck to me anw..
bye.

DRAG YOU TO HELL!

2009-06-10T20:06:00.000-07:00

muahaha!
evil laughters*
DRAG YOU TO HELL THN YOU KNOW:p(being lame here)
juz kidding.such nice people wont be drag to hell:)
you will be going to heaven:D
happy?
today going to watch movie with peixuan,fharah,julie,eugena,kishanand dunnoe who le.
we watch diff de.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i scared.
tt time i watch COMING SOON with ying jie on youtube i had nightmare:(
YING JIE'S FAULT LA!:p
no offence.
okay ,byeeeee!gonna go facebook(:

STUPID CHINESE PROJECT

2009-06-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

PEOPLEEEEEEEEEE,
im suffocating.
because of the CHINESE PROJECT.
Wasted damn lot of my time!we must do well for this.
i guess wont score much too.
i need to practise my clarinet which i only practise one time since i borrowed!
wthhhhhhhh!
i still got tution hw lei!!!!
still nid read storybook!!!!!
ahhhhhhhh.i shld be more motivated.
oh gawd!pls help me!
and im still doing tt !@#$%^&*()_! chinese project!ahhhhhhhhhh.
went to fharah blog saw the drag me to hell granny photo.
beggining to get more afraid.
cuz she will appear suddenly!
out of nowhere tml!ahhhhhhhhh,almost had a heart attack when i saw it.
seriously,im not kiddin.
tmlllllllll is the day!
yours sincerely,
Chan Hui Lian

2009-06-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

yo!wadsup?
muahaha.thanks to TEO JIA EN and LEE SI MIN CHERMAINE.
i had my new adressing method!
cmon,claps for them!claps*woo~
ytd spent the whole day at home.today also.but tml gonna watch DRAG ME TO HELL!!!i scared ltr got nightmare.hahas.tml will be fun i think(:
ahhhh.i addicted to com.do project end up surfing youtube and doing quizzes at facebook:( i guess i nid someone to watch me and scold me if i do tt!!
blablabla.okay........speechless le.....just updating my blog.........byeeeeee..........!!!!!!!.............

2009-06-08T20:34:00.000-07:00

hi(:
im getting tired of saying hi or hellos.
anymore special adressing method?
lols,suggest at my tagbox:D
ytd WAN YING JIE came to my hse again.
hahas,we chatted watch tv and blabla.
lols,i cooked noodles for both of us.
thn chatted when her mum came.
hope everyday also got friend come my hse.if not i will feel bored and lonely:(
alone at hse,parents at work.
although it is v good to be at home alone cause you can do wadever you wan.
but you have nobody to talk to.
talk to the tv?
yeah,talk to the tv.
ppl will think tt you are crazy.
but what else?
sms?sometimes ppl also not free.one more week from my free day.
i have tons of work to do.
due-ing .
haiz..
everything is just not right.
stomach painD:
bye .

a heavy stone in my heart...

2009-06-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

hellos(:
let's talk about ytd.
me and hsuen chi meet at dhobyghaut.
we were so blur,although at the same station,we at diff line.
thn we were lk finding each other.
i walk one end to the other end four times!still nvr see.
thn aft tt we realised we were at diff line.
thn hsuen chi come find me cause i seldom go tt line so dunnoe how to go.
we went to orchad aft tt,walked to 7 eleven and sweet talk ,bought our drinks,there seemed to be a commotion.
f4 of taiwan dunnoe which one is coming!
we waited v long so in the end pek chek and left.
we went to far east plaza and walk around.
my first time going thr, i think .
thr is like bugis,only is shopping centre + conditioning + bugis sell de thgs is cheaper.
we walked round & round,looking past shop.
hsuen chi wear high heels and leg pain so she bought a new shoes.
hahass,is nice(:
thn we went down again and i bought hand bands and rubber bands.
hahas i like it<3
thn bused to plaza sing.went to eat first,thn walk aft tt.
we went to the action city so funn(:
usually i go thr oni viewview nvr really go play.
but ytd we keep lk using the bread hitting each other,hahas.
we were lk so childish.thn one human walk pass hsuen chi was saying something childish.so paiseh for her.muahaha.thn we played with softtoys,went to some other shops and go home.by the time i reached home is just past 9++.thn watch tv ,do hw and sleep.
today go tution in the morning,thn went to my parents working plc eat,and went home and now im using the computer blogging.hahas,today got boys over flowers!kim bum and lee min ho is the<3333333333333333 x1000000000000000000000000000 hahas,so hot!

2009-06-04T21:40:00.000-07:00

hellooooo<3
muaahaa,im so obssessed with ___
ytd went out with xue qi and mareen to do the project.hahs,meet at macdonald's.
and xue qi keep saying im a sms beast:( sobbs.sue her for accusation!haaha,CHANG XUE QI!!!mareen gang up with her and bully me:( poor me!talk a lot of crapps in order to protect me-self.thn got one man keep looking at us.i think he's mentally unstable.me and mareen so scared.luckily they went away!thn stay till 6sth thn bus home with mareen.today going out with hsuen chi to orchard(:

my dad told me 'have one more friend,lessen one more enemy':D
meaningful.i will take his advice(:
bye!

flu againnnn D:

2009-06-02T21:19:00.000-07:00

hiiiii(:
guess wad?
the title is FLU AGAIN which means TERRIBLE!
lols,okay let's talk bout ytd.
WAN YING JIE come my hse and we chit chatted and online a lot(:
quite funn.hahas,she gave me watch a movie called COMING SOON on youtube which is very scary):
we took a lot of funny photos tgt hahas:D
guess wad?
i dreamt that BMSS become v royal.v big.
thn miss stella toh leaving.she give us calculators or desserts.
haha,thn i cry.aft that i wake up and realised it was just a dream-.-silly me
ahchoo:(:(:(
enjoy the pics :D

friend snatcher,dont snatch friends that do not belong to you.
the world will hate you for doing that.
just because to gain popularity,you do that.
i depise this kind of people.

2009-06-01T23:07:00.000-07:00

hello(:
having a terribal fluD:
actually got go yingjie's hse de,but cancelled in the end because of this stupid fluD:< yingjie still coming to my hse:D cause she miss me too much hahahahas.okay gonna upload some pics.
enjoy^^pooh maniac

all copyrights by a art of winnie the pooh:D
took at expo book exhibition.i wont show all.
enjoy?hahas:Dim kinda addicted to it<3
i read xi you ji v nice:D
i post some pics of my book

hahass,tangzeng babies and the tao babies:Dcan eat:( so cruel.sun wu kong lk a nanny:Dhahas.
okay,want more details?go to find xi you ji book or watch it.quite nicee:D reccomended by hui lian._.was talking crapps with xueqi via sms ytd:D
she's so funny and adorable!hahaa,we were thinking of c8ting a zhou chong qing fan club.hahas,lols okay byeeeeeee!(:

SHOULD I GO OUT OR SHOULD I STAY AT HOME?

2009-05-31T20:17:00.000-07:00

morning!(:
im confused.should i go out or should i stay at home?
i would lovee to go out but i havent read finish tt XI YOU JI!!!ahhhh.can someone make a decision for me?i promised hc.so it's bad to break a promise.but .. haizz..i'll see how it goes..
bye!

2009-05-31T04:33:00.000-07:00

hello hellos(:
today went to expo with parent.:D
bought a lot of stuffs._.
hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,im making people jealous with my bragging of food.
what a bragger.
tell you a bad thg about food fest.
is that you have to be squashed by people and you will have a oily disgusting smell x_x i did had tt smell.
but now i bathed until v xiang.haha,want to smell me?
lols,im being disgusting...
before that i went book fest,saw a winnie the pooh art book.so nice:D took a lot of photos,will upload it nxt time cuz lazy today:p
zzz,tml i think will go out with CHEN HSUEN CHI again.
i think we going orchad:D
omigod!my xi you ji still at the v front.until page 100++eh.. a lot of words.v scared cnt finish.:(cuz thurs must meet le.okayyy,nvm.nth to say lerh,byebyeeeeeeee!:)

2009-05-28T20:28:00.000-07:00

hellos,i jux woke up,so a bit blur blur now.
ytd whole day stay at home and slacked,play com,watch tv,sleep.
such a boring day.
today is meet the parent day!!!!!
im v scared mrs tan say my bad word or my mum say my bad word.:(
anw,it doesn't matter much?the most important thg is REPORT BOOK and my CONDUCT.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lols,i had to treasure my time now gonna go facebook.bye!!!
millions of blur cells-.-

2009-05-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

hellos(:
today is freeday!
haha,so fun lol!
morning go to sch early to help julie take drinks.
thn went to cabin with XUE QI,hha
we made a lot of noise pollution with the piano.
a lot people staring and some complained.
but is fun!
haha,thn pei xuan came.thn got briefing start our games first.
we playing the rearrangement games first,quite nice,
thn play the chair game,haha so fun!
thn got break and went play amazing race,
aft tt watch the host.mrs tan and mdm lim actually bought bubble tea for us.so nice of them!
thn went play amazing maze.at first nvr scream scare tickle also okay,until they say got cockroach.i keep screaming haha v ps><
thn went vivo aft that with friends,so fun haha.but i havent got my revenge._.
i got wet!lols!all thanks to peixuan,eugena and mareen!thn w8 for it to dry.some people went off first and left only me,xueqi and mareen.haha,we went sun bathing!lols!im addicted to mareen snake game!so niceeeeeee!haha,dunnoe why,i love it!!!!!
thn went to pet shop,and giant and bused home.(:
such a fun and eventful day!hope got more of this days!
i went crazyyyyyyyy!lols!hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,btw,i got back my results.over all still satisfied(: hope i improve in EOY.tml i think going to meet xue qi and mareen to do our project.fri meet the parent.okay,i have nth more to say.
i want to express my hyperness and agitation now.(:(:(:
ndjbfkldnfklsd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fdgjbfkldbfljdkbfkld!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
muahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhaahahahahahahhahaahhaahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaahhahaahahahhahaahhaahhahahahahahahhahahhahahhahaahhahahhahahhahahhahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
let the pictures do the talking(:

2009-05-24T04:51:00.000-07:00

hello(:
ytd went to bugis w hsuen chi
first we went bugis street thn hsuen chi bought a skirt,
aft tt went to arcade play silent hill and soft toy machine,
darn it!waste my money on soft toy machine T.T
eugena thn is a pro._.
haha,silent hill so fun!
aft tt went bugis street again,
this time i bought a dress.
haha,tt shop all so nice to me,
but today i wear i feel nt so nice..
thn hsuen chi bought a belt.lols
aft tt went food court rest and we went to try out our dress.i didn't wear it but hsuen chi did.
forgot my chicken ball :(:(:(:(
today
went plaza sing
quarelled w mum ,
always lk tt
hate it..
went to food court eat the tom yam fried fish and rice,
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn nice! whoo!
aft tt went diaso buy some stuff
went to watch the 8 weekly aft tt.
lols got actors and acteresses.
haha,i videoed it.
thn went to carefour and bused home.
hopeeee i can go shopping again.^^
funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.i want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so greedy hahaa(:
okay,shall stop my talking or it never ends.
buhbyes!._.
(: (: (: (: (: (: (:

2009-05-22T20:18:00.000-07:00

hai(:
had this weird dream today or last night
haa,it's about the class having free day outside and on the bus.
lols,thn got one bee.zzz,went arcade with class too.haha,weird acade-.-
and something else,nvm,it's just a dream.haha(:
today plan to go out with hsuen chi to bugis.
but i always late for appointment de lol.
idk why my hair at home still okay but go outside become so oily hate it.
always so luan.hope i can grow up soon and rebonde my hair,cuz mum dont allow now.
haah,today got boys before flowers!must watch!haha,ytd watch a bit at tiong.
nth to say le,bye!
p.s everything can never be the same again
wo yao shi guang ji!!!

2009-05-21T23:21:00.000-07:00

hello(:
ladies and gentlemen,
boys and girls,
ah gong and ah ma,
aunties and uncles,
ah lian and ah hui,
shuai ge and mei nu,
okays,i cnt think of anymore.
hahaaaa,im crapping!
yeah!
hui lian in the house!:D
today got interhouse game.
like no sch lk tt,
so boringx_x
went to cabin and slack at first
listened to songs at first haha sing w peixuan
thn went to watch the football,floorball.
went to toliet thn went canteen haha,eat (and saw him)
LOL!went back and watch paris and milan w peixuan and eugena.wen back canteen again.chermaine came.soon after fharah and mareen joined us.thn yan yee and sabrina joined.went to cabin aft tt played true or dare.woots~know some things.muahaha:D:D:D
evil me._.
thn aft sch lerh went tiong w mareen,pei xuan,yan yee and sabrina
actually chermaine got go but heard tt they got st john's meeting until 12.30.mareen going malaysia soon so we faster go.we got sms chermaine.hope you're not angry:x
thn soon mareen and yan yee need go off so we also.i dabao sushi and KFC b4 i went home.today is a tired but fun day(:
if everyday can be like today!
ok byee!

2009-05-20T22:06:00.000-07:00

some random pics:D

hello;)
today CHEN HSUEN CHI is coming to my hse again.
haaha.i beat her in pet society ball playing lol!
im so proud hahaa.(she also beat me in the skipping rope in pet society shhhh..)
so addicted to com,although i scared have cancer because of radiation.haha.lols.
v relax these two days,dun feel lk going out lols.v lazy!hahas.till now i haven bath,dirty pig me!lols cuz i 11sth thn wake up ma.i dreamt lols.i dreamt of me and xueqi going to jump into the sea with a vest>_< v scary lol.it's a stormy day somemore,haa.look forward to sch tml to meet friends again^^ yippee!but i dread to see my results!ahhhhhhhhhhh..............okay gonna log off soon to bath b4 CHEN HSUEN CHI comes.hahaaaaaaaaaaa.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

morning(:
today is marking day so no sch.
and guess what?
CHEN HSUEN CHI is coming to my hse!
OMG!so long never see her!
hahas.i'd been wondering,whr'd my color thing gone in the c8 post..totally disappeared.weird:( anyone wan to mit up tml?so bored at home:(
bye,off to facebook^^

edited
friend,i accidentally open a picture taken of us last time.
i saw your faces,how can i forget that.
that was when things were much simpler.
i really missed it.
could we be the same again?
i hope so,but i dont think so.
your smile were true,warmth smile.
what had gotten over us?
what overtook us to become a circumstances like today?
why have you become like that?
i hope to see that true smile again friend.
to have a picture with that smile captured.

FINALLY!

2009-05-18T22:01:00.000-07:00

Exam is over.
I can sleep well.
I can relax.
I can watch TV as much as i like.
I can play!
yay!yipee!whopee!^^
today had my maths paper 2.the last quest was like omg.i think i surely get wrong!5 marks T.T
nvm i will concentrate on enjoying myself.laughs*
just now went to eat with mareen and walk around at NTUC
we talked a lot.so enjoy,like last time sec 1 lk tt:D
uh,i miss my times,where things were more easy,whr people minds never think till so complicated.but we had to grow.i knew it.haiz..if only we can stay young forever!nvm, wo you wo de young!hahaaaaaaaaaaa.so tired now.zzz.-.- ookay im bored.bye!going face-booking!

2009-05-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

hello peeps:D
not feeling well past few days.especially ytd.had headache cuz not enuf sleep.
i was so blur lor.thought chinese and eng on the same day so went to study until going twelve..
for summary words exceed!over 200 words i think.cuz not enuf time.haiz..i will get a bad result this time i think..
went to watch the uninvited at vivo with pei xuan,fharah julie eugena .sabrina got go but she doesn't dare to watch.so she went home went we went to the movie.it was nice..but a lot of my brain cells died:( cuz v scary!see liao more stress!hahas.but we said tt we are going to watch drag me to hell at june.more people join us!peixuan so brave nvr cover her eyes oni scream.so funny.thn fharah julie and eugena all huddled together covering their eyes.haha.thn aft tt went to walk around and went home at 3sth.here are some photos taken:D

bye!

2009-05-14T02:53:00.000-07:00

hi it's been days since i blog.
these few days was a toture hell for me!
i've been stress out.this year is a serious toture for me
mugging so hard,cannot eat well and sleep well,
normally last time i sleep like a big till it's time to wake up
thn these few days i found tt i lost myself.
even i felt so distant to my real self.
even i sleep i will also keep remembering stuff and i forgot when i make up
even now,i very scared,hope i will recover.
ya i will,and i will be a more happier soul:D
my flu is toturing me!ahhhhh!
actually i DID on com some days but didn't blog because i felt that it is very boring.
here are what i did for the past few days:
saturday
i went for tution and tutor's mum cook spaghetti and invite me to eat
it was a healthy and delicious one!hahas.thn i heard my tutor singing!at first i tot it was the radio or fone playing but aft tt i think since got guitar playing and sound so real.aft tt i ask my tutor was she the one singing and she said YES.it was a nice voice.i think can go be a singer le :p
thn wen home and slept till night time,woke up,watch tv:ai jiu zai yi qi is the love!and rainie yang my idol! slacking until v late.thn i think i will study lit a bit for fun also can.thn until one the wu zhong xian show finish thn i sleep.
sunday
it's mothers' day.
had a quarell with mum dunnoe why her mood so lousy.but im partly to be blamed.sorry mother!but aft tt okay liao wen lunch i treat my parents to lunch!haha:p thn went to the newest 'miao' to see see.so good got air-con de:Dthn wen home and revise a bit with tv.
monday
went to jia en thr GIANT hse
wow!lol!
haha,we hardly study.over all it was fun^^they(xin rong,jia en) did cooking and we(xueqi and me) did the eating.on 20th,we are going to her hse again to play and bake cookies,:D:D:D beware jiaen~we might tear ur hse down~:D
thn on tue study v hard for geo and little lit.did not sleep well.
on wenesday study v hard for sci and little maths.
for today ltr gonna do a bit eng and a lot of chinese
i really hope i can pass all and stay in express stream!
i dun wan to leave my friends and dun wan to go normal!
ok gonna upload some pics:D
v long nv do tt le hor^^

2009-05-08T04:16:00.000-07:00

hey,random post haha:D
today eng and chinese paper one
i did okay,i hope?
lol so sian exam start liao.everyday is filled with no colors..
went out with eugena and peixuan aft sch thn realised i didn't pass up the mark sheet so got down bus and went back to school.hope ms chong collected it:x thn went bugis.we went arcade first and eugena won a stich and a pink cute dunnoe wadeva it is called haha.thn play silent hill so scary i keep screaming.got one fatty bomb bomb and a disgusting worm or bug.so er xin!haha aft tt went to buy meat balls eugena and pei xuan introduced and wen home.v early lol.thn jux now wen to watch paris and milan on web.haha so nice i recorded it.i love it!haha.exam coming so i guess wun be watch although i have this real tempt to watch cuz tv is part of my life,without it,my life would be imcomplete.gags.im crapping ok stop here,
good luck for all the papers peeps:D

2009-05-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

halloooo!
hahs,kinda addicted to this a lot of versions songs called momo.
look,i can even sing in a alien language
and xue qi in china people voice
and mareen and chermaine in their version
me and xinrong in a remix.
lols.funny sia:D
hahas.today got sci practical which i think i will be doomed,
everytime got practical i also practically always doomed,
just like last yr lol.
haiz..dun mention about it..
yay ipw not today!
lucky and GET WELL SOON FHARAH! haha(:
thn aft sch went to buy bubble with xueqi
thn aft tt chermaine xin rong join us
thn we chatted and mareen came
xin rong tutored mareen xue qi do eng i dunnoe do wad.
aft tt we went to bmc tgt and went home.
yawns,im yawning now,
look i haven even revise.
ok nvm i gonna log off to watch my superb teevee!!!!hurrays to tv!haha
im thinking of a name to call it!
heehee.ok bye la!so many crapping..-.-
seeya soon^.^

2009-05-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

hello:p
blogging again
i seriously dun understand how come these few days all my mind is on tv.
if only im working but not studying
studying is a toture especially when you dunnoe how to do the questions D:
zzz.sat went for tution and was having flu.
thn suddenly my stomach growled loudly
i guessed my tutor didn't hear but i was lk 'ops'
thn she say 'huh?'
i say 'my stomach just growled'
thn she gave me a tiramisu chocolate to eat:p
damn nice eh,thn i ask her whr she buy shr say her aunt gave to her.
haha.how i wish i can see that chocolate again :p
did nth much too at night.
but watched the momo
lols,sometimes nice sometimes boring:/
ok luh g2g buhbyes!

2009-04-30T20:52:00.000-07:00

oh how great.
woke up at around 11 today,watch tv thn on com.
i found tt when using com times flies when i haven do really much
have you all realised that?
hmm.i think my plans today are bath and eat ltr.my mum is cooking crab today..again!ltr i will talk crap aft i eat it?
well im talking crap now.
hahas.:Dthn aft tt study sci do assesment thn do maths study.thn geo?
i haven even started lit and geo.but mayb cnt do finish so much.cuz got sch hw.
maybe i will do sch de first.cuz tml tution.
boring day lol cnt fly to mexico D:
alrights,that's all!
bye:D :D :D

2009-04-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

hello peeps._.
so full now.cuz mum go cook crab thn so spicy keep drinking water until i bloated.omg so full lol.haha.today aft sch went to opp sch and eat with mareen accompanying me thn xue qi came and went back to sch aft eating.we went library do ipw aft tt wen bac and saw xinrong and her team members and mrs tan thn xue qi wan see them so walk slowly haha.lols.thn we play the spin thingy thn mr foo see thn xueqi took my hand and waved hi to him.lols.so ps!thn wen to cabin talk about people and things and do eng.thn sing songs.haha.xue qi is such a good singer.aft tt wen to locker n bus home with mareen.haha,but i felt uncomfortable cuz got sth stuck in my heart.i been thinking.am i a good friend?i dun really think so but i do really hope im and friends can confide in me even their secrets..and everyday got this swine flu news so scary.urgh pls dun come to singapore.why now so many disease..is the world actually ending?omg i dun wan die so early hor..jux now watch the paris milan haha so funny lols,the auntie lucy ar.i noe im lame.haha.tml holi so today use com to do some work and view blog.dots..my mood jux now going home not so good i walk very fast and this helps to relieve my stress a bit haha!ok gonna do ipw.byes(:

2009-04-28T04:59:00.000-07:00

hello,:p
i oredi tried to resist myself from this com.but 'mei li wu fa dang'
lols.
today i actually pajiao-.-
board wrong bus.
855 thn suddenly i got a weird feeling this is not the correct bus so i call my mum.
thn she say wrong lah call me faster go down.thn went down lo;.see which bus i can take in a plc i nvr been b4.thn got 1 go bmc so i w8ted for a long time..thn arrive change bus.so hungry lol.haha saw chee wai on the bus while waiting:D
zzz.i dislike her.i dun care to be a good person anymore.i shall apply the rules:
you treat me good
i repay you with same attitude
vice versa.
i tolerated it.
i couldn't anymore
tears are dried
memories are forgotten
smile and happiness surrounds me as usual.
i will be the cheerful and smiley girl:D
rainbow after great storm are the prettiest
bye btw i dun think i will use com until aft exam.
so wun be posting.
ok,bye:D:D:D
and good luck people for mid year.
jiayou!!!!

2009-04-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

hello peeps._.
today was a fine day i guess
had assembly in the morning and this is my lucky day wen i get to see him
so shuai~~~.~ im so dreamy and agitated!!!
i squeeze px hand haha.
thn aft tt went to cep
didn't bring tb so had to stand.
but a lot of ppl also nv bring.
aft a long while mrs tan call us go back..
thn recess..nth much..
thn maths
had revision but was chatting w jiaen most of the time.
she drew heart shape for me and ..!!!
thanks!!!
thn is eng
did summary nth more
thn lunch..nth much..
thn digital art haha.
it's my turn mareen!:D
double click!!!
omg whole thg gone!
you know wad i refering
last time your potato now my ship
muahahaha.
lols.she kept giggling and giggling.
mayb i shld call you ms giggles?._.
thn geo on th way kept sticking my eyes on the notes i made,
oo~i cnt leave my eyes on it!
so scared.>< but in the end the test wasn't as diffi i tot it was.
it fact it was easy and simple.
but i still got some qns cnt be sure..
thn aft sch went to buy bubble w chermaine and eugena.
she's a pervo:/ kept tickling me!!!
haha thn too many ppl so went to w8 for xin rong while weiqiang eat
thn aft tt went to buy bubble for px and me.
thn wen to giv her..thn wen cabin and relax.thn wen to bm dot went px tell me sth**
:x secret bu neng shuo de mimi hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.thn wen bac cabin and went home.
i really missed the times last yr staying at cabin.
today i experience it again:D:D:D aft exam, i wan!but i doubt ppl will stay cuz going out!!!haha.ok i noe im crz.
byebye!

2009-04-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

hellos._.
changed blogskin again
i love crowns yeah~
today mum and cousin go JB!
sadly i cnt go..cuz gotta do w and revise for test:(
oh great,stay at home .
every sunday stay at home..
i have art to complete , revise for geo and maths algebra!
as everyday pass the horror is w8ting for me ahead.
which is exam!
arghh!
ytd the ai jiu zai yi qi also nt nice:(
im dieing of coping at home!
exam faster over i wan outings with FRIENDS!
good friends!
z.z.i always feel tired.
i m such a lazy person:O
ok,i dunnoe wad to say..
i love peixuan mareen and xinrong and others!!!!
as friends!
ok._.
bye!

2009-04-18T03:57:00.000-07:00

hellos peeps:D so long nv blog
exam coming soon,tml gonna revise.but i wan go johor!!!with my cousin and mum
today got subject combination briefing.i now got a bit idea wad i wanna choose.maybe A maths cuz it will help me.but i scared cnt cope>< i try my best !aft tt went to mum's plc to eat porridge and went tution.thn went home and bought 3 boxers.haha.lols!thn do lit now here cuz i cnt resist i wan search lyrics for chuan shi jie dou ting dian!!!today got ai jiu zai yi qi.but haven complete hw.what's wrong with me?exam coming still so relax altough i scared..haiz.ok g2g bye:D
and thanks for tagging people._.

2009-04-09T20:02:00.000-07:00

hello peeps:D
changed a new blogskin
do you think is nice?
comment bout it:D
past two days having runny nose
none stop
nose have traffic jam
haiz,why do my nose keep bullying me?
ok,i noe im lame.
nvm.thn today got cough..
neeed to clear all stuff!!!
hw and tests and ipw.
haiz(again)
ytd had sports day,to me its boring
after tt wen to queensway to find my mum as peixuan wan see her-.-
went to eat my mum's food
and went to ikea
so funny at ikea
keep talking about mareen and peixuan and me lk guy
the ideal home.
woo~
aft tt mareen wan go back malaysia le
so separated and me and peixuan went to take bus
tt's t end
went home
sleep and watch tv and eat
didn't bath cuz im sick:(
heh,hope get well soon(:
ok,bye peeps._.

2009-04-08T05:42:00.000-07:00

heyo people,
today speech day
quite boring
haiz,im so alone
i think my life sucks
only the friends and family lighten it(:
ytd think of sth until 1sth
it made me v upset
almost everyday
i think i goin suffer frm depression soon.
going mad everyday lk this
i will be strong
!!!!

2009-04-06T04:52:00.000-07:00

hoohoo peeps:O
hahas(:
today is our D day (Do or Die)
and we half D half D i think:}
hahs,but overall quite okay.no regrets.
before that i promised to myself no regrets when leaving the place.
We got COP
your head lah:)
bronzee actually
and im quite happy as i thought we would get either bronze or COP
at least better thn COP
nvm,sec4 will jiayou add more oil de!
i believe i can fly!!!
lols,i noe im lame.
yeah~the birdy can fly!
this week lk also holi.
today syf
tml school
wed speech day
thurs sports day(can see him!)
frigood friday which means is holiday!
hoohoo~
and
i do not have hate in my heart
if i would have tot
i didn't have it
it was jux a dislike feeling
nvm
in the process of changing myself and into a more nice and sociable people^o^
lalala.
flying soon,
buhbyes peeps._.

2009-04-04T02:17:00.000-07:00

Maybe we are not meant to be good friends,
since you all dislike me so much,
friends are meant to be sharing fun moments and laughter,
to be tresured,
not to be snickered or looked now from,
not to be hated ,
not to cause to shed tears,
i have shed tears many times for you,
since you do not treasure our friendship,
maybe i should leave,
i think you all would not even care if i leave or not,
it maybe will make your even happy,
maybe it's best.
but if really is the case,
i would also like to thank you for the wonderful memories last year.
and lasting,im not that kind of person who is haolian backstabber and act cute.please dun misunderstand.thankyou.

2009-03-31T04:59:00.000-07:00

heyya!(: im on9 again to do my chinese ppt edit and the reflections.i feel like doing e english lol.but lazy haha,i feel like i very busy eh.got so my thg omg stressing tml band!muz cherish the chance to practise(: today nth happen much,boring day haa.ohya bought oreo bubble tea.this is a thg!hahs.i prefer grape though._.talk with peixuan when we grow up open bubbletea shop.ask mareen join she say no money and not easy.hahs.hope can three of us open thn can franchise wow!hahs,byeee!

2009-03-30T03:42:00.000-07:00

lol hah went to do chinese project so decided to blog also!^^
jux online thn peixuan mareen and qitong chatted w me.lol hahs.they also doing but xue qi say mareen will jealous hahas!
today after sch went to library do thn went to buy bubble tea an waffle.
peixuan reccommend me the grape iceblend it's nicee^^hahs.thn do finish went home.didn't went for sectionals as i was doing chinese project at library
although not compulsory i felt bad..i muz pratise tonight and ltr stil nid to find responsibility article.wth so many things.and nominate ppl.tmr cep still nid write reflections on last week and nxt monday sci test!feel so stress!arghhhh!jiu ming!!!!!byee!*dying of stress*

2009-03-29T00:44:00.000-07:00

hello i guess this is the last post until nxt weekend?because sch reopen will be busy hahs,jux finish my maths and chinese project.left chinese hw,which is so diffi.now in a sleepy mode zzz having flu.aw,i hate flus!will get on ur nerves,im such a unhealthy girl:(
talk about that day fri at sch ba:)it was so the fun!
see a lot of beloved friends!
it's such a happy thg
morning i got up the bus not long julie call me ask me where am i
i said jux boarded the bus
she was one step ltr thn me hahs.but not long her bus was jux behind me and eventually overtook my bus!
she call me w8 for her become i call her w8 for me:D finally reached and saw chermaine,she boarded the same bus as julie hahs.so we went ava room..
reach liao keep playing w mrs tan class tee hahs i giv to people and say is theirs and they nv check the name so funny thn chermaine say is mrs tan's thn they return thn xueqi's the cute wan.so long thn realise haha:p
thn peixuan arrive and mareen!
missed them very much!chatted haha.the career fair soon start.
talked about sp(Singapore Polytechnic.
i feel like i wan go thr!
so nicee my mum also have the same sentiment as me.
after tt went to walk around to view the other polys
many ppl wan go ngee ann but i got no idea why..
aft tt peixuan gave us present she got for us in taiwan!thankyou!hahs
lols..so nice of her hahs.
thn dismiss we went opp to eat she gave us eat candyfloss and anotebook again:D
eat liao went back sch to chat .aft v long went classroom i talk alien language chermaine understood it!xinrong gave me spanking and they say i look like mo mo hahs:paft tt got on bus to go hydropnics farm!
on journey chat and joke with peixuan and mareen took some photos also:Dtalk about mareen and her love guy and peixuan and her rich guy and mewithsomeone.the hydroponics farm is so nice.i went thr b4 wen i was small it was like going back to my childhood._. we watch a tape first and after tt went to look at the vegetables ans the paper quest.so hotx_x like wan burn to roast pig:x finally went to a shade and have a taste of the vegetable ,the sauce dun have liao cuz we nv eat earlier thn i eat so bitter hahs.and went back on bus again.
on bus mrs tan keep saying everywhere is her hse hahs.she say'i live here'thn i say" you bring us to ur hse la"she say:the top in class i will bring and ppl tell xue qi to buck up hahs:)buck up!muz get!thn took photos with peixuan and reach liao.we went to bmc to buy my snacks and return chermaine book.aft tt chermaine and jia en went to have dinner at KFC buy liao we walk around.peixuan lost her camera so sad.dun sad la._.cheerups!hope she will get her camera back.and thn went to interchange and went home.on sat got band and went to yingjie's lil bro b day party hahs.her bro so cute:]
thn chatted.so long nv see herO: hahs tt's all g2g bye!

2009-03-26T00:57:00.000-07:00

hello:}
here to blog and as well relink Trisna lovees.so long thn have blog again._.hahs
dots..i did finish sci test third attempt and scored full marks!damn happy luhs haha.spent so many times,but i still got geo sci and chinese quizzes and hw and project.hope and finsh and look forward to tmr gt career fair and field trip to hydroponics farm!^^finally can see friends miss them so much:))):D:D:D
byeeee!

2009-03-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

hmm..how?i viewed people blog and went to Chermaine's.saw her quiz tagg gotta my name
so i shall do it?
1.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
cheeks?lols:x
2.how do you feel when you woke up this morning?
tired?slept somemore^^
3.Who was the last person who you took picture with?
Trisna._.
4.Would you consider to be spoiled?
im already spoiled at home-.-
5.Would you ever donate blood?
maybe._.
6.Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
not really..
7.Do you want someone dead?
No,even i hate the person v much,because their love ones will be sad:(
8.What does your last text msg says?
frm singtel top up blabla=.=
9.What are you thinking of right now?
thinking of ways to slack and not doing hw..
10.Did you wish someone was with you right now?
yes!Friends!!!
11.When did you go to sleep last night?
11sth(:
12.Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing right now?
levi's?
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
bleah~why should i say?:}
14.Who was the last person who texted you?
ying jie;mummie:D
15. Ten People tagged to do this quiz?
1)shi yuan
2)Fharah
3)Jia en
4)Jia Wei
5)Julie
6)yan ting
7)yan yie
8)yi qian
9)ying jie
10)xue qi

16.Who is number two having a relationship with?
i think she's single:)
17.is 3 a female/male?
FEMALE,for goodness sake!
18.If 7 & 10 gets together will it be a good thing?
they're females,if is friendship i think it will but if you mean..you know wad i mean..
19.What is number 1 study about?
erm same as me.we're same level.
20.Is number 4 single?
i think so
21.Say something about number 5?
hi julie!kind,cheerful and nice person!(: it's true!
22.What do you think of number 3 & 6 together?
im not sure.hahs,nvr see em together b4.
23.Describe number 9?
she is a kind and generous girl!:D
24.What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight?
erm,i cant imagine it.they're nice people okay..
25.Do you like number 8?
yes,she's nice long time no see._.(in friendship ar..)
finished.raining soon nid to take my school shoes and clothes liao.bye!!!

2009-03-24T21:35:00.000-07:00

hello people(:
tiz feel days kayaking,lol so tired.everyday come back sleep and wake up dinneer tv and sleep.hahs,i think the most scary part was the capsize part i cried so scared>

2009-03-22T02:22:00.001-07:00
hello.now evening so tired,still doing chinese proejct.mum went to salon..zzz.wan sleep.i did a quiz on wad kind of boots are you and im rain boots.hahs,;D
You Are Rain Boots
You are a very playful and fun loving person. Nothing can slow you down.You are dreamy, and you can find the romance in anything. The littlest things make you smile.You are outgoing and friendly. You always find yourself talking to strangers.You are optimistic about the world. Even when it's raining out, the sun is shining in your heart.sleep.jux did a quiz.wad kind of boots am i?im rainy boots!

2009-03-20T23:47:00.000-07:00
im back._. frm band camp,of course.from wed to today.hah,fun lei.but sometimes boring and so tired.hope we really get sliver for syf.^^dunnoe wad else to say..hahs(: i think end post ba.zaijian sayornara!

2009-03-15T01:03:00.000-07:00
hello everyone:)
haiz.rainy day today.i also think a lot today.
i think that is shld be a good person get rid of all my bad points.
even if people hated me or treat me bad,i shld still treat them good.
i would not be filled with regret then.if people treat me good,i will treat them better.treasure people and thins around you.one day you might lose them,then you will not feel with regrets.i miss px :( she went to taiwan.and hsuenchi's gonna go malaysia.all my good friends are leaving
:(:(:(although is oni a few days,i feel like they are gone forever.i also envy them have fun.band camp is arriving soon on wed and i hope i will not exhaust and enjoy myself.i feel so solemn today..listen to songs,quite nice.ytd the aijiuzaiyiqi also.went out w hsuenchi ytd quite nice to see her again,i bought a jacket and handmade fabric pencil case.
forgive and forget,not to be overcome by evil but overcome evil with good.
i will be a nicer person and will amend my ways.forgive me if i done you wrong.i will still secretly like him in the dark.(;

2009-03-10T04:47:00.000-07:00
lol hey ya!(:long time no post.not totally because i nv online,is i lazy hah.lols this the last week of term 2:(
today got people frm other country and the erractical force come our sch.do the break dance and hip hop.so cool and nice!when our sch students volunteered a bit funny.hahs.lol.
today mrs gave us see our science results i managed to pass oni:( i muz work harder^^
thn time pass..until dnt faster chiong to redo my board on a coloured paper.thn...slacked...something happened which is not nice and i dun wan to talk about it but it is fine now..stayed back w mareen to do ipw.funny.hah.thn wen bmc and home.(:tt's all.ok byee!(: post sooooooooon!._.

2009-02-26T02:39:00.000-08:00
yoo people:D im blogging on weekdays again hahs.today is a boring and lousy day you can say.lols.
In the morning got pe thn played badminton with xueqi peixuan and mareen.quite fun:Dthn maths the TEO JIA EN go use her chop and stamp my hand."my property!"lol!she keep bullying my xiaojie.i wonder why so many people like to bully it.so pitiful siol.thn ipw fharah gave mr laosee his video.mr low lk very sad.he's gna make a police report!thn science lesson mrs tan tok about cep..nth much..thn chinese also nth much.thn aft tt science test.i think i did quite badly..:( hope i pass with a bit of flying colors also can la.lol.zzz.thn got dnt.i got stung by hot glue!hot and pain la!lols.nobody cared.:( and thn i finished my design!forgot to photo it.hahs.hope i can pass._. went to buy pizza and walked with mareen to interchange to top up her card aft tt and went home.end of day:D
i finally see your true colors,say no more.you all change so much.im super duper utterly disappointed at you.but i still learn to stay striong no matter wad.forgive and forget.who knows.i will stay optimistic and prove to you all i can live better(:

2009-02-20T04:42:00.000-08:00
hello everyone.
today i tot of a lot of thgs.i tot of my past i tot of my future..i tot of other people around me.haiz.i don't know i have mixed feelings.band sectional tt time michelle told us wad our parts.got 1 part i solo second clarinet!i v scared and one got adelle.i really scare i blow rong thn disappointed people..thn i got hw and test coming up.v stress,i wonder wad the future lies ahead ..in the past i tot i grow up faster is better but is wrong!so enjoy your life.i will try to enjoy my life so i have no regrets.thn after band went tiong eat.and walk.hahs:D
nth to say lerh.byee!

2009-02-13T18:40:00.001-08:00
hello:D

HAPPY VALANTINE'S DAY!

how r your going to celebrate this nice and special day?

lol.i think i going out w puileng and trisna

but haven decide the plc..

but i still have ALOT OF HW!!!!

but still feel lk going out..

nvm.anw stop writing liao:D

HAPPY VALANTINE'S DAY AGAIN(:

2009-02-07T23:30:00.000-08:00

hii(: today is quite a boring day.morning watch half hour tv thn do dnt hw.thn go bath and eat thn revise.ask if puileng and trisna want come trisna cnt in the end all cnt.so nvm:Di listen long hu bang feel so high like siao myself.all music so nicee.hahs.i now lk the liang jing ru mei you ru guo.ltr my mum say go out so g2g soon:D

shh..dun tell ppl ok._. sayonara!!!^^have a nicee day!

2009-02-06T20:27:00.000-08:00
hello.haiz v tired of blogging!!!dunnoe wad to say. practise clarinet do hw revise cuz gotta upcoming tests.life v boring nowadays.im thinkin if i grow up lk more freedom.but ppl say work life more stress.nvm i stop blogging bye

2009-01-31T21:38:00.000-08:00
hellos((: i think after this post thn nid to wait until weekend or longer thn post.cuz sec 2 streaming thn got projects,blablas..so stressed sial.haiz.today nth much.tmr parents workin i also schooling.haiz.these few days quite nicee lei parents no work.ok i relink yanting liao((:

bye!((:

2009-01-31T07:09:00.000-08:00
hello fellow friends((:

change blogskin.nicee?hope so..hahs.today went out with puileng,trisna,hoying,shihui,chenhui,and myself(:to watch the wedding game(da xi shi)so-so la(: thn after tt went to city hall walkwalk,thn hoying and chenhui go home early.thn left four of us.so anyhow go.dunnoe go whr.keep waste time vote hahs.they all so violent.the chen hui trisna.push pushpush.hahs.went to eat.i ate fishball noodles.spicy!!!thn went toliet take photos.we laughed so high-pitch.went baby changing room.hahs.thn walk again and i bought ice cream thn walk to mrt station.i go another exit they went home thn find my parents.watch the zhuangyidayouxing.nicee((:hahs.really.beautiful.oni we no seating.hahs..tt's all.lols.okay it's late.dun blog liao.nxt time thn post some pics ba.if time permits.i so busy nowadays,mon got dnt presentation i haven get e speech i scared sial.ok really going liao.bye.(:and nitez!

2009-01-24T04:53:00.000-08:00
hallo guys.(: how is your day today?i had a great day((:went out with puileng to tiong first to buy her wallet,thn to chinatown mrt actually want collect skinny but the owner didn't turn up.so went to pasar malam bought a checkered tee @ $10.thn went to bugis and bought a white tube and jumper.puileng bought a pretty skirt(: ya..thn went food court ate..went home.lols.ok g2g.bye(:

2009-01-23T04:45:00.000-08:00
hello people:D
long time no post hohoho.
happy niu year!
hope all your wishes come true._.
haiz since sch started feel very left out and sianz.
humans are selfish!haiz..lucky going to have a feel days rest!
i very confused!aiya,sianz.dun want tok liao.byes and take care(:

2009-01-09T06:32:00.000-08:00
hello..haiz.feel very sad this week.a lot of things happened.lols.i think tt my life sucks.every changed except me.haiz..the sec 4s left last yr.i suddenly felt v sad becuz they taught us some things and train us.i hope they will come to visit us more often.and tiz yr the last yr sec3 is sec4 tiz yr will be leavin also.i cnt bear them to leave also..haiz although i not v familiar w em..they are v good and still is.they also taught us loads of thgs..i jux now also cried.haiz,im jux a friendless,nobody lk me ba..probably they were jux pity me thn be friend with me.i want to be happy!!!!!and today i did:D went out w kar poh and pui leng after band.thn keep saying jokes and laugh,went to tiong and bought stationaries.actually hw damn lot.but i lazy:x tmr i'll buck up.still nid take cash voucher^^ money!hahs.if enuf time i will change blogskins kays?:]
nites._.

2009-01-02T04:43:00.000-08:00
Dear Diary:D:D:D sch reopened today:) how your feeling?i feel good ~nananananananana~hahs.u noe...the song?got a lot of sec one and 1 more NA class.hmm..i see a lot of people changed things changed.the world is revolving around me.i feel lk im the oni one who is staying still.tmr section outing..i want go shopping soon!:( okay soon.bye!

2008-12-30T18:19:00.000-08:00
hey,people!:)) long time no blog.heehs:} today is the last day of 2008!do you feel happy?excited?i wonder how your celebrate:)i think i stay at home.ltr do some blogshoppin.ytd went bugis w my cousin bought one whole piece and jeans.lols.fun!i love shopping!haiz today hc dearest going out so i stay at home lol:)ltr call puileng ask if she want come practice.my right eye become small again:( ytd eat too much heaty food.got laksa,chips,oyster!omg!so delicious lol.heeheeh.i ate your nvr.bleah~poo!lols,okay.sch reopening feeling weird nervous excited sad happy!such mixed feelings.my wish is every go smoothly tiz yr!jiayou everyone:D g2g bye!

2008-12-25T04:19:00.000-08:00
MERRY CHRISTMAS,EVERYONE!:D
hehe.did your had a great day?._.
anw,gonna talk about wad happened today
today morning wen church.i wake up thn i felt lk my right eye cnt open dunnoe why.i think dirt went in>
bye:p

2008-12-23T20:33:00.000-08:00
hallo,zzz.:p hehe,lols.so boring.tired.totally don't feel like bloggin tiz few days luh..zzz.nvm.jux a random post.haiz.lalala~lol.ok i will relink ariel._.dun wan tok liao.
bye:D