hello readers:D
101 posts.
feel very sad today.
have been asking myself a question for a very long time,
am i really that detestable?
i think im very detestable.
cuz people look and me and dont want to talk to me.
i tried to say hi and smile at people but some wont return me the same thing.
although some people i know and they know me,
they pretended they nvr see me and walk away.
am i very anti-social?
sometimes i find people ignoring me when i ask them questions.
and sometimes i also feel very left out..
for example,
we go out in a group,
i find myself being the most left out sometimes.
and i find myself stupid to be bullied and used by people once and once again.
why can't i stand for my own right?
why do they keep using me to fufil their motives?
maybe it is because i always alone at home..
that makes me anti-social and don't feel like speaking.
i don't think anyone can understand that loneliness feeling.
i hope things can change for the better,or maybe i can change.
i don't like things the way they are now.
i hope that i can be more likeable.and not always be left out.
i hope people will return my smile and do not treat me as invisible..
please,i am a human and i have feelings too.
do not hurt me and think that i am okay with it.
today is a rotten day.
always,i hope tommorow will be better than today.
and still,i hope so.

today performance,thn go back pri sch.nothing much.bye.