hello.
idk wad to talked bout.
i guess i jux start frm my parents.
quarelled w mum on fri night.idk why i became so short tempered.
but i dont lk the way i talk to her calmly and she increases her tone of speech.
it's lk trying to pick up a fight.
if i remain the same tone,she will raise until v loud.
so i have to raise.
is reasonable right.
and she say im shouting at her.
wth.
why cnt we talk back sometimes aft tolerating long time or tt the fact isn't true.totally unfair.
and i dont lk to be ordered around.the life is bout me.i lead my own life not others.
but still,i know she dotes on me and this is her way of concern.im also wrong somewhere.
but this case is better thn my dad.
u know wad?
he use his head and hit my head.
wth pain la.he crzy lol,because of little things.
of course i hit back and cursed him for doing tt.how can he do tt to his own biological daughter?
i know i shld do tt but im defending myself.i cried while doing tt.i was going crzy.all this time i was pushing myself and trying.i cnt let stress overcome anymore.i have to overcome it.to think tt i was derived from a cheerful kid to a sad kid,i lost my smile but sometimes friends do make me happy and i make myself happy too to little good acts i had done.but i truly wish tt my smile is not a fake plastered smile but a genuine smile.
i want to smile really happily and had nth to worry bout.i know it's impossible.sch activities causing me little time to use the com,i think i had lost my freedom.haish.im preparing to go into cold war w dad.idk for hw long anyway i dont wan to waste time blogging.bye!

hello.long time since i blog.
since sch reopen had been so busy luh.
stressed.everyday have hw cca also until v late.nt enuf sleep:(
sad la.haiz.i dread everything except weekends.nth to blog bout..tml cca orientation.tired..
can i deserve a better life thn living this no life life?

hello:D
wish everybody happy new year!:D
everybody must have had fun right  :D
i love this year.
i love how it sounds.
cuz is lk v perfect!:D
yeappies!
looking forward to everything.
well,not so true,
im not looking forward to sch.
haiz.i definitely going to hate homework,hate exams,tests.and stress:(
so sad.
i dont understand why we have to learn so many thing.
lk not important one.
grr. and i havent finish hw.
actually intending go boshi but cnt help doing other stuffs first.
hee.
how i spend my countdown is quite boring and sad,
i spent it as home.
watching tv.
but i enjoyed it:)
actually preparing aft midnight go orchard.
but no bus if we come back.
the we includes hsuenchi:)
hsuenchi came to my hse to sleepover:)
haha first time someone came my hse sleepover.
BREAK RECORD.
somethings happened ytd and somedays ago which caused me crying:(
sadded.
it was my fault :(
i let my mum down..
i was so foolish tt i even thought of suiciding ytd.
i feel lk a burden to them.
i want to GROW UP SOON.so tt i can WORK.
haiz...bought a acne care thingy and mum put it on my com table.
it is staring at me.making me uncomfortable.
the it referring to the lady one the cover!
ytd whole day stayed at home.
today went tution thn eat thn go home.
actually peixuan coming but in the end her mum dont allow.
how sad:(
went to nap,watch tv bath thn now use com.
ok must had BORED  whoever is reading this.
haha.2010 is a BRAND NEW YEAR.so BRANDED :D
haha okays i know im lame.one min to 8 now.
somanythings happened in 2009.
thinking of it,some were bad memories and some were happy memories.
throughout what happened,im VERY LUCKY to have friends standing by me:)
i appreciate it very much thanks.
THANKYOU HSUENCHI MAREEN PEIXUAN YINGJIE AND MANY MORE:D
hees.and i also got closer to some friends:Dlooking forward to make new friends nxt yr :]
ok forget all the unhappy memories and welcome the future!hees:D
BYE BYE 2009!
HELLO 2010!~~
weets.:D
some photos to end up the day:D
note: these are not today photos except the acne one.