hello.
idk wad to talked bout.
i guess i jux start frm my parents.
quarelled w mum on fri night.idk why i became so short tempered.
but i dont lk the way i talk to her calmly and she increases her tone of speech.
it's lk trying to pick up a fight.
if i remain the same tone,she will raise until v loud.
so i have to raise.
is reasonable right.
and she say im shouting at her.
wth.
why cnt we talk back sometimes aft tolerating long time or tt the fact isn't true.totally unfair.
and i dont lk to be ordered around.the life is bout me.i lead my own life not others.
but still,i know she dotes on me and this is her way of concern.im also wrong somewhere.
but this case is better thn my dad.
u know wad?
he use his head and hit my head.
wth pain la.he crzy lol,because of little things.
of course i hit back and cursed him for doing tt.how can he do tt to his own biological daughter?
i know i shld do tt but im defending myself.i cried while doing tt.i was going crzy.all this time i was pushing myself and trying.i cnt let stress overcome anymore.i have to overcome it.to think tt i was derived from a cheerful kid to a sad kid,i lost my smile but sometimes friends do make me happy and i make myself happy too to little good acts i had done.but i truly wish tt my smile is not a fake plastered smile but a genuine smile.
i want to smile really happily and had nth to worry bout.i know it's impossible.sch activities causing me little time to use the com,i think i had lost my freedom.haish.im preparing to go into cold war w dad.idk for hw long anyway i dont wan to waste time blogging.bye!